You told me I was too fat to have sex with so I starved myself to make you happy. Since I stopped eating, I’ve developed allergies to all my favorite foods. Now, I don’t have you, and I get sick whenever I try to eat.
One day, I want to be told I am beautiful and actually believe it
I'm still sorry, even though I never knew you...
My rapist has no control over me anymore. I am ready to stop sabotaging every one of the relationships that I come across.
I am afraid to tell you that I love you.
I don’t stand on the scale in fear of an eating disorder after the number appears. I’m not even fat.
You said you know people, “think you’re a player.” I hope you realize that I think you’re scared of being alone with yourself.
Even though my ex-boyfriend left me for another girl, I still believe he’s my soulmate and that one day we’ll fall in love all over again.
i am a generally happy person. but sometimes i get very deep into my head and start thinking so much...i start to feel so alone and empty. random waves of depressinon hit me for no reason...i dont know what to do. i just want to cry. this rarely happens but when it does i just want to crawl into a corner
I'm bored of being miserable.
I need people to talk to.
Please check my page out once in a while.