To the post 8 months ago, the person that wanted to kill themself. Whilst that was a long time ago there are a few other things that can help for anyone thinking the same thing on this page:
The site www.givesmehope.com, is so beautiful and inspiring it has helped a number of people with their depression
Find a video, or a song that just genuinely makes you smile. Mine is the one of Kathleen Hanna - Smells like teen spirit, through my tears last night I couldn’t help but smile at certain parts of that video.
www.justlittlethings.net an amazing website that will help you appreciate those tiny things in life that we sometimes forget.
Hope that helps anyone reading this, there are a few more things if you are interested. If you would like to message me, my tumblr is highway-of-endless-dreams :) (not self promotion, just genuinely care I promise!!!!)